CD 1

Grrr. Today starts cycle 10. It's killing me having all these feelings bottled inside. BFF knows somethings wrong with me and has been letting me know that she's here for me if and when I'm ready to talk. She's sent my flowers and cards to cheer me up all without knowing whats wrong with me. She just knows I haven't been "me" lately. Hubs told me yesterday that he trusts her to keep our secret so I should just tell her what's up so that it will help get things off my chest and have someone I know in real life to talk to. So Friday night she will become the first and only person to know that we have been TTC, without any luck.